February 10, 2005

contentment

this is the emotional bucket checking in:
What is it that makes people content? Do we feel contented once we get what we want? Or we will be want more? Have you ever have feelings of emptiness... so vast that you felt that you were swallowed whole. Sometimes in the midst of the crowd, I feel like I am alone. Sometimes, I asked myself, what if I am not living my life but somebody's else. Seeing the world through another pair of eyes. Would I think the same way? Sometimes, I dunno what am I searching for... Life does feels a tad meaningless without some sort of dream... and I am feeling meaningless now..