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its been a long time since my last entry.

As I feared, 2008 started with massive system problems and major mental discouragement. its a bad feeling especially 6 mths into a new job.

is it time to start looking? or should i wait? really hate dragging my feet to work everyday.

oh yea, Mao Mao went to the vet on 4 jan 08 for the spaying surgery. With extreme guilt at my end, I handed her over to the vet and signed the disclaimer form.
Spent most of the day wondering if she will be ok.

Collected her around 6.30pm. She was shivering with fear. Who can blame her???
She was barely able to work, her legs are still weak. She hissed at us and viewed us with fear and hatred (?).... I was terribly upset to cause her so much pain and mental suffering. If I had my womb removed just like tat , I will probably behave the same.

Thankfully, she slowly regain her confidence and energy.. and I felt less guilty.. I fed her antibotices everyday, thanking god that she is easy to "bluff"... Kitty will juz spit out his food if the pill is hidden inside. Trying to fed him medicine is a daily wrestling event that includes 2 adults. No kidding. One to hold him and one to pop the pill into his mouth and pray he does not push it out with his tongue.

Ok, back to Mao mao.. she is very very hyper now... running all over, leaping across sofa and my tummy... my tummy is the occasional springboard.. *ouch*...

Here is how she look... with the shaven patch still here.... hehe.. sexy rite??