Ironic to my previous post, about how i like rain, its has been Raining inside ..
I felt drenched. However, this is not the drenched feeling i like. But, it can't be helped or can it?
I longed to be able to sit down and watch my sunset undisturbed again.
perhaps to try to caim the storm within...
but the sunset is gone and all i could do today is to make a drink (mandarico - volka mandarin with coke)..
As the blood start to pound on my head, I despair at the emptiness...