i dedicate this post to those friends i have hurt un-intentionally
for the one who was my good friend B, i am sorry i have distanced myself away from you for reasons i cannot say. sorry,if u were confused why i have gone cold towards u....i missed the times we were good buddies and i missed the times we sms and msn.. i guess we will just remain as friends now and lose that closeness we once had... frankly speaking, i am also a bit hazy how to un-do that..
PS: B, thanks for reading this.. i know.. you said "we all have to move on", just feel like saying again that i am sorry that we might never be the buddies we were again...
for the one who was my best friend K, i am sorry i have disappointed you. i was not a good friend and is also now incapable to try to make things up with you since you have moved on.. i guess i have lost u forvever
for the one who is still my friend S, i am sorry if i was mean to you.. your feelings have not gone forgotten.
for everything that i have done wrong, to everyone i have hurt, i wan to say I AM SORRY. friends mean a lot to me and i should be trying to keep every single of of u.
ok, i shall go back to pretending that things dun matter and stay cool and act cheerful.
well, staying cheerful fails cos i am listening to sob songs..
6 comments:
i hope i will never ever ever get an open letter from you ever! it will break my heart to tiny pieces, even if i may show a happy front. don't ever ever ever hoh. :)
eh.. outward declaration of admiration for me doesn't fall under this category! :p
Hey Cat, no point trying to stay (pretend) cheerful when you are not, just let it rip, gal. It's always better to acknowledge the sad feelings than trying to hide them ...
purple: dun thnk i will.. its kuz that i miss B and K...
caracoloa: being human sucks.. B tell me he has already moved on..
lynne: i dun like to answer questions why i look moody so i pretend to look chirpy..
moving on is easier said than done actually ...
once you care, you will hurt
once you love, it is even worse.
too bad, we silly gals won't have it any other way. :(
Cat, I totally understand, I tend to bottle up all my feelings too, thinking that if I put up a strong front, nobody will know I am not happy. I totally agree with mistipurple, we are silly gals, bound by the reins of love, which we can never get rid of. Even when there is no more love ...
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