today i listen to a sob story from someone at work....
at the end of the story, i think, humans are evil... guys and girls alike..
feelings are manipulated and expect a word of "sorry" to be good enough to make a get away...
somehow... at this exact moment, i feel like nothing is going spectacular for me..
maybe its juz the feeling after a sad story.. or perhaps juz the feeling that there is probably more evil beings around me than i could ever comprehend... am i going to encounter more of them? everyone will have their fair share of dabbling with the evil beings... some might even give in to the dark side. i seek revenge sometimes.. i cursed often... at past boyfriends and lousy bosses... but at the end of the day, am i a evil being too?
perhaps, juz perhaps, 18th of June is juz round the corner.. there will be wedding bells that day.. and somehow i am not feeling very good about it
6 comments:
no, u're not an evil being. you are a nice gal, you hear! you bring joy and you spread love unselfishly. how could anyone so kind be evil! cheh!
purple: thanks.. but u have not seen the evil side of me yet.. the side that issues the foulest of the curses.. to people who have hurt me.. i do not forget easily.. and i sigh at that too.. cos, memory is painful sometimes.
Remembering the first post I read from your blog was written for your ex-bf, my first reaction was "Bravo!"... tot you're just being yourself...
Forgive and forget, most people dun forget, so you are normal. But if you think you'll feel better to let go, then try to do so.
cat, an evil person would not be capable of saying, "you have not seen the evil side of me yet..blablah.."
remembering hurts is normal la. a sensitive person of course can remember more hurts loh. but a sensitive person also loves and gives more. (not that the not-so-sensitive does not, but we sensitive ones are a little off-balanced la. cannot be helped!) *wink*
i still unconditionally like you all the same! :)
pinkie: i am lousy at letting go memories... :(
purple: u are being kind again
Caracola: thanks once again for your wise comments.. you are soooooooo wise!!
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