the progression of a cat's blog

This is inspired by Wabbit and Purple, they have both done a post on blogging and net-friends. so, i think its my turn now.. hehe..

When i started blogging in Nov last year, it was for "fun", cos i had nothing better to do. I was in a state of constant depression. my friend, wj was blogging and i caught the bug from him.. even after he stopped in Dec05, i continued. i was writing my sorrows , my pain , my dreams and i wanted to pen down all my frustrations, my fear and my loves. i never knew i will have an audience...until mr loobz came... he was the most supportive person i ever "know".. he never fails to be the ONLY one to leave a comment in my entries.. even when my entries are bordering on suicidal, he will still encourage me in a "pain in the ass" way... sometimes, he tries to get a reaction out of me by insulting my cat. Before loobz, it has not occured to me that i should read other people's blog..i was in my own world , absorbed in my own world of self-made sorrow... it was like that for a long time..my nickname was not "crazycat" then, it was "cat with depression"...and there is absolutely no funny pics at all back then..

i began to harass loobz's blog space... and smacking him there as well as in my own blog.. then i realised.. i have another visitor.. a silent one... she was "defending" me against loobz ...she is mistipurple... my 2nd audience.. i began to feel better.. i felt like people cared...and i was cursing myself for not checking her blog properly, i saw last updated as long time ago and thought she enjoy reading more than writing.. but she was blogging on and off then.. *sorry*

from the motivation of sillycelly, she is ever so lively and cheerful.. i was telling myself, there is one confident girl!!
i began to re-shape my life.. i do not wan to be depressed anymore... i became "crazycat"..
i was tired of the dark moods and crying spells i have.
i was tired of relying on medication (still on thou, better be safe! doc's orders).
i was tired of giving my boyfriend a hard time..
I was tired of me

one of the first thing i did was to change my blog template.. from the crying lady (purple will remember!) to pink cats to Error..
2nd thing i did was to be more vocal about myself, i started to comment on other blogs.. be thick-skinned i dun care..
and i found that once i started to write happy things, i feel happier..
and here i am, happier... really..

from sillycelly blog, i got to know knychai (kenny)... and then wabbit hops along from where??.. and from wabbit, caracola and kunstemaecker.. from purple came oceanskies and pinkie ... the rest, i am not really sure where U found me, but i am thankful that U did...

and also to all the other friends who have read but not commented (Jason S, Henry, Vassil, Leo , Karen and Janet to name a few), thanks.. thanks..