April 29, 2005

realization

i juz realise how unreal i have become lately...why? i am trying to mask the feelings i had and not to appear too depressive.. but i just want to say, i am not really happy and it sucks to have to put on a mask and appear "happy" .. so probably, there might not be any silly posts or new entries for a while...

adios

PS: for the record, i am disappointed with the whole world. people and friends are not what they used to be anymore..

10 comments:

Goat Almighty said...

hey chill it babes. you've been there to support me all these time and so do i, even though i show it in a different way.

not all is bad. your being rewarded at work for your 5 yrs of efforts is one good thing to cherish about. let it sink in.

you'll be right!

crazycat said...

thanks Loobz.. u are nice ... of cos, i enjoy having the bonus.. but i cherish my friendships more.. maybe i wasn't such a good friend or nice person to begin with..

Kenny said...

im having a shitty day meself..hang on

mistipurple said...

you've got real attitude and that makes you real. you cannot fake it even if you want! tho i don't really know you, but i can tell, you are a sincere person. believe me, it comes through even when you go round smacking loobz! anyway we put on masks everyday. i wrote dat myself in my blog. society hazard, cannot be helped. doesn't make you any less a person.

crazycat said...

lets all buck up.. hopefully my fuck up day juz ended.... haiz

crazycat said...

hey, purple, i visited ur blog!!
thanks for always being so nice in the background!! =)

Goat Almighty said...

i figure that her smacking me all the time is her way of patting me on the back... or something.

mistipurple said...

hahaha loobzy ever the optimist!

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