news.. and overwhelmed

Yesterday was a funny day.. i got hit with some news and information...

News A: unable to disclose, i promised her... did not come as much of a surprise... I kind of thought that might happened, but it was sooner than I expected.. so... this is Hit No.1.. a bit de-moralised here

News B: hit No 2 is loosely tied to News A... Should happened whether News A gets executed or not, just that if News A goes into action, News B will have short time to react... This challenge is like an impossible mountain right now.. But got to climb it..., unless I want to make a big detour.. Nah, I will just climb it when it presents itself, meanwhile,I am just strolling along...

Information C: Now, this comes as the biggest surprise of it all..Someone spoke to me today at my customer site.. It was kind of obvious what was the agenda... I was pleasantly surprised.. and honoured.. I wasn;t sure if my answer was a "go-ahead' for them, but i guess, they can interpreted as "possible". Now the ball is in their court.. I will just wait for the offer (if, any) to come through.

News C: BF having some problems with his confidential thingy.. he is troubled..and worried... haiz.. Think he was unable to really share my joy for News C but he tried. But I understand his is a big problem and would be difficult to resolve. I prayed last night that all would work out smoothly for him. May God bless him.

Information D: Last hit of the day, I was told that information C might not be what i thought it might be... urgh....
All my daydream for the last few hours seemed to dissolve like bubbles.. It might still come true of course.. but... just a different place... the equation is slighly upset now.. just a little "hesitant" now... Still, we see if I get any news from whoever the offer is supposed to come from.

Anyway, enough of confusion to the readers.. as you see, my life is about to change .... to the better or worse, I do not know.. But the time is overdue... I should take up the challenge.. or stay to rot...