sigh

the emotional bucket made things worse for herself yesternite... this bucket said things that should not be said. this bucket was too obsessed with her frustrations, fear and possibly self-inflected sorrow to notice that her bucket carrier also has his own problems and frusttrations. This bucket decided that this self-pitying and slipping into depths of depression (within 5secs) got to end, this bucket went back to her doc today and got her med again.. this bucket also called her lovely carrier to apologise and nearly spilled herself again when the lovely carrier does not blame or remain angry at her... this bucket decided to really really try to be less of an emotional bucket..

wish the bucket luck...